10/03/2024
Sometimes you feel stuck right before you find your calling.
The picture below was taken in October of 2022.
At the time, we were living in Colorado Springs, and personally, it was not for me. I hated the cold. I hated that everything was an ugly tan color. I hated that no one had grass in their yard. I hated that people who live in Colorado are absolutely obsessed with living in Colorado...
Most of all, I felt alone. Brandon was great, but it took us forever to make friends there. We knew no one.
But - I had just landed a great remote job that I was really good at. (If you didn't know, I started out as a data scientist).
It was a time that was full of ups and downs, struggling with depression, and trying to be grateful for what I did have.
In the meantime, I dealt with my loneliness by adopting two kittens. And yes, they helped:)
As I began to slowly adjust after living in CO for a year, we were suddenly able to move back to NC.
It was a relief to be around our support system again, especially since I came back pregnant with our first child.
But something was still missing.
I enjoyed my job. I love to problem solve. Build solutions. Explain concepts.
Except I felt a void in myself. A deep need to be physically creative, not just creatively problem-solve.
It was at that point that I saw an ad for a professional art program that I could take online. The opportunity came at the exact right time I needed it to. When I was mentally ready to jump into something that other people might not understand.
So that's how this journey started.
Coming out of depression. Back in my home state. Working a full time job. At five months pregnant. Painting late into the night after work.
I made the choice to follow my calling, when I wasn't even sure that's what it was yet.
Fast forward to now: I do this full time while taking care of my kids. We're still working toward big goals and not everything comes easy, but I'm so glad I made the choice to pursue this profession and share my creativity with the world.
Have you ever felt stuck right before a breakthrough?? Tell me 👇