12/29/2023
A Civil War surgeon’s introspection and musings on the future amid a boring, dreary winter day in camp:
“December 27th, 1863.
"It is raining and blowing fearfully, but I am snug and dry under my canvas shelter, where, in a little space ten feet square, is combined bedroom, sitting-room, and office; for I am still living in a tent, as I cannot find sufficient wood to build a hut.
"It is dull enough, with nothing to do and nothing new to heart. I spend hours alone in my tent, thinking of the future; questioning and answering myself.
"This seems to me a desert that I am now passing through, which must be crossed before I can dream of home; before an earned contentment would satisfy me to settle down to practice my profession.”
This was what Dr. John Gardner Perry of the 20th Massachusetts Volunteer Infantry wrote two days after Christmas 1863. His words were no doubt echoed by many soldiers, surgeons, and officers who spent their winters warding off the cold and thoughts of home.
Source:
“Letters of a Civil War Surgeon,” Library of Congress.
Image credit:
Dr. John Gardner Perry, March 1864, in “Letters of a Civil War Surgeon,” Library of Congress.