13/04/2025
Have you been in a dark place mentally before?
Which would makes you lose all of your spark in just a second of the breathing air?
Well, you are not alone in this.
Everyone has a different experience to it,
Some stops doing the things that they loves,
Some picks negative habits to cope with their pain,
And some trying to think how to get out from all the things that have been through..
In the outside, nobody sees the pain that you might be enduring daily.
Even though your inside screams in pain trying to be heard and understood.
Is a rollercoaster of a emotion that you go through day by day, trying to make the pain less.
One of the things that I used to do with passion was
Drawing, Sing, Writing Poets, and Acting
But, days by days as i started to see, All of that inspiration went dissappearing into a thin thread.
Sometimes you picked the bible to read verse,
But after that your mind went blank,
Or you pray, but you can’t do it properly because you get distracted with thoughts/overthinking
It feels like what is meant for you the enemy tries to intervene you from reaching higher,
Your mind gets foggy, you lose motivation, everyday feels the same, nothing is exciting.
Even though, waking up in next day is a blessing already.
I don’t know what God has stored for me in heaven,
But, trying to see what is my purpose into this world is a bit tough.
Probably sharing message through my Art?
For the ones that may be in the same shoes or worst?
Spreading the truth for the ones that are lost?
I don’t know..
But, God’s Will is Mysterious
At last, I will end the caption like this..
Take Care Y’All
